Before I went to bed, all I could think of was how many new students have been placed into my classes, and how many at-risk students I have to help, how the ESL students are reallyy struggling, the special ed students are not responding, older kids who are way ahead, students who don't take me seriously, disrespectful students I have to 'discipline', the lessons I have to plan for, how I have to catch up with other teachers' classes, 'math fun day' I have to prepare and organize, and to top it off, a note in my box saying I am on the list for routine teacher evaluation. Two weeks in, and I already feel overwhelmed.So I pulled out my ipod and looked for some bible verses, and this one really stood out:
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." -Matthew 11:28
Then I remembered where I was last semester. I received a desperate call from this school to resolve a sticky situation. It was such a God given opportunity because He knew I had what it took, and all I needed was a chance. Although there was not an opening for them to rehire me, I firmly believed that God would place me where help was needed most, just like He did the first time.So when the school called me back for an opening the first week of July, I knew that this is where God wanted me to be. It seems obvious now that it would be a tough job to take, and I have a lot to learn. I was put in this position for a reason, and it's my job to make a difference; it can only be done with His help, and I know that He is working in me.
This morning I went to this Women's Ministry orientation and saw a fellow teacher/sister. She's been sick since the 1st week as well, and going through the same thing... now I don't feel as stressed. I think all new teachers go through turbulent waters.
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